Will the Angels Abandon Us?

My angels had been quiet for too long. I prayed for a sign that they were still with me. About a week later a stranger nervously handed this to me, saying he didn’t know why, but that he felt strongly called to do so.

If we do not behave according to a specific church’s doctrine, will our guardian angels turn their backs on us? If we are struggling with our overall belief in God or we are questioning the validity of the holy books, will the angels abandon us? What if we believe in God and in the Bible, but we just feel like screwing off for a while? Will they desert us? Do we have to be good and pure and perfect in order for angels to look after us?

I can only speak from my own experience. I was not raised in a church because my father is a closet atheist and my stepmother never really discussed her beliefs about such things. I have always had a few paranormal gifts that would come and go without warning. In my studies and research to figure out the scientific understanding of the paranormal, I found my own connection with the spirit world. I did not go out searching for guardian angels. They found me. They helped me with my studies and as a very skeptical person; they have had to work very hard to prove to me that they were real and that they had my best interests in mind.

They have always been with me and have never left me. I have found signs over the years illustrating that long before my angels ever made their presence known to me, they were there looking over me. I had a rather wild and rebellious time during my late teens and early twenties. I absolutely did not believe in any kind of a god and I did not believe that the Bible was anything more than a bunch of greedy power-hungry men’s rules for keeping the rest of humanity under wraps. Nevertheless, for all my negative beliefs, the angels watched over me. There are too many really stupid dangerous things that I did that should have killed me, too many times there is no other answer other than someone was looking over me and saving me from my own youthful choices. It was not until long after I had calmed down and was behaving myself that they made themselves known.

I have spent a lifetime questioning the various religions, their churches, their leaders, their rules, and their lifestyles. I have never come to a rock solid conclusion that any of them are completely right or completely wrong. I may never know without a doubt that any one holy book is the one and only holy book. I have found a certain level of peace in knowing that all religions root in love. Love one another. Love yourself. Love your journey no matter where you are. My religious beliefs are a bit eclectic and I sort of like it that way. It works for me. I have no need to recruit anyone over to my beliefs because I cannot prove that what I believe is how it really is. My guardian angels have never left me despite my need to question these things. They have never tried to convert me to any one religion. I get the sense that they know me well enough to know that it is in my nature to question and explore.

Some say God created us in His own image. Then my God must be an intelligent independent explorer. Some say we create God in our own image. Then my God must be an intelligent independent explorer. Either way, wouldn’t it make sense that if each of us is a unique and different person that each of us is going to have a unique and different version of what defines God? My angels never get angry or threaten to abandon me when I ask these kinds of questions. Instead, they beam out love and light and smile lovingly like proud grandparents watching their favorite grandchild explore the wonders of the earth. I only feel loved and blessed. Never have I sensed that they would ever leave me. They have promised that they won’t.

I have had some very dark times since discovering they are with me. I have gotten really angry with them. I have screamed at the heavens shaking my fist and cursing. They agreed to leave me alone for a while, but assured me that when I was ready they would be back. I was still protected even though we did not have the close chats about life that I had come to love. Once, I wanted to do incredible harm to someone who had hurt my children and me. I was in the darkest ugliest most un-Christ-like place a person can be. Even though my angels refused to help me carry out my dark plots against this person, they never left me. When I was sorry for being so dark and was ready to heal and be happy again, they were right there to help me. Angels will not help you do bad deeds no matter how righteous you may feel, but they will help you when you are ready to shift away from those dark desires.

From my own personal relationship with my own angels, I have to say “no.” No, they will not leave you. They will always love you and will do everything they can to keep you on a good path, but if you want to screw up your life, they will stick by you but you will not get that loving beam of warmth. No matter who you are or what you have done, your angel is still there waiting to connect with you. If you do not want to connect, they will not force you. If your life is going fairly well, they may not even need to tell you that they are there. They are not pushy. Others are more needy for a spiritual connection and need to feel the comforting and loving energy from them. Perhaps the reason mine have been so vocal is because I am such a brat at times? Some of us need to hear it loud and clear in order to believe it. Blind faith is a bizarre and twisted lesson, but I am working on it.

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